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My YouTube Videos and about the 25 years I was incarcerated, abused and sexual abused in two catholic church orphanages, in Christchurch New Zealand.
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Gang raped in the army showers: ‘I know I’ll never see justice’
Terry in Singapore in 1980. Photo: Supplied It was in 1975 during basic training that Terry was gang raped in the showers. After a “speck” was found in his barrel during an inspection on Friday, Terry says the corporal in charge of his barracks yelled...
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‘Hold on to what they are, not what the abuse makes them’
Fiona knew there was good in her husband Paul. But she had to endure years of his anger and verbal bashings, as he tried to deal with being sexually violated as a boy. She tells her story of what it is like being a partner of a survivor of sexual abuse....
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‘I don’t know what love is’: Sexually abused at 3, then again in state care
WARNING: This video series has graphic descriptions of rape, sexual violation, substance abuse and discusses suicide and self-harm. It is recommended for adult audiences only. Jacob was put into state care as a way to be kept safe. But instead, he was...
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Raped by a woman: They ask ‘why didn’t I like it’
WARNING: This video series has graphic descriptions of rape, sexual violation, substance abuse and discusses suicide and self-harm. It is recommended for adult audiences only. Josh’s remembers yelling over and over for her to stop. But she didn’t. He...
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The secret locals knew: ‘Do you want to bring some friends along?’
WARNING: This video series has graphic descriptions of rape, sexual violation, substance abuse and discusses suicide and self-harm. It is recommended for adult audiences only. Paul’s mother had died when a man offered to help his father out with respite...
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Boarding school brutality: ‘They used a broom handle on me’
WARNING: This video series has graphic descriptions of rape, sexual violation, substance abuse and discusses suicide and self-harm. It is recommended for adult audiences only. Jim was a ‘bit different’ in a boys boarding school. He liked to read books...
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Violated by a priest who went on to commit a ‘litany of offending’
WARNING: This video series has graphic descriptions of rape, sexual violation, substance abuse and discusses suicide and self-harm. It is recommended for adult audiences only. All George wanted to do when he was at St Joseph’s School, Temuka was to ring...
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A life lived in fear: Drug addict at age 6, alcoholic at 7
WARNING: This video series has graphic descriptions of rape, sexual violation, substance abuse and discusses suicide and self-harm. It is recommended for adult audiences only. The flashbacks are what sends Jack into a spiral. The memories of rape as a...
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‘We’re stuck with their sh*t’, sexually abused, crushed in 2011 earthquake
WARNING: This video series has graphic descriptions of rape, sexual violation, substance abuse and discusses suicide and self-harm. It is recommended for adult audiences only. Jason thought his babysitter was ‘cool’. But he turned out to be the start...
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A 50 year secret: ‘He ripped all my innocence away’
WARNING: This video series has graphic descriptions of rape, sexual violation, substance abuse and discusses suicide and self-harm. It is recommended for adult audiences only. John was 12-years-old and excited he could bike into town on his own for the...
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This story discusses graphic details of a violent nature. Two sexual abuse survivors from Burnham Military Camp near Christchurch have spoken publicly about the horrors they endured. Ken Clearwater and Terry King have been part of a CTV series called...
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NZ’s male sexual trauma stories: ‘We have failed to protect our children’ Each Story in this link is about the rape of little boys... teens and young men... have a video were the man will tell you in their own words of pain and torment... about the beginning...
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They Promised Heaven, But Led My To Hell Year in Two Catholic OrphanagesLeft Their Hidden Scars. I was conceived out of wedlock, because of my mother being raped I was just two and a half months old when I was taken from my mother’s arms, by the catholic...
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This is just the start for Justice for these young girls, who were RAPED by a gang, of young evil minded boys. They say it was a "breakdown in communication" and that it is not a "Coverup" but a "Cock-up". "Got it Wrong" So now the police should set this...
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WeatherWatch.co.nz says the centre of the storm hammering parts of the North Island tonight is now brushing Whangarei - and the winds are getting stronger. Northland could expect 80mm to 100mm of rain by this afternoon. "The strongest winds are currently...
'We Didn't Know'; 'We Didn't Understand'; 'We Did Everything We Could'; This is what use to came out of their mouths for so long. How could they not understand or know what to do as they say when they did not know about it see the lies here but they did...
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Thousands of Kiwis are set to protest around the country today against rape culture in the wake of the Roast Busters sex scandal. Event organizers have public support via social media sites addressing the group of West Auckland males, understood to be...
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It is time to say No More and for the catholic church who had committed and covered up these horrendous crimes against children! to be made accountable and go to court. Us Children of yesterday, bought up within the catholic church homes, orphanages and...
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My Story of 25 years in 2 catholic church orphanages. The abuse, the sexual abuse and the on going abuse I have gone through, while seeking Justice from the catholic church since 1997. I have also in my book 5 other ladies who had told me their sorties...
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It's the only way to address an appalling history of sexual abuse," he said. "Openness and honesty is the only way both the church and survivors can recover." Nikki Wells, founder of Survivors Australia, said a NSW inquiry focusing on the "mishandling...
