Survivor of Clergy Sexual Abuse

My mother was a child when she had me, she was raped. The nuns lied to me about my mother, they told me that she was dead and that I was an orphan. I did not have a childhood, I lived all my childhood and teenage years up to 24years in fear of the nuns, priest and all other people around me. The nuns kept telling me that it was for my own good, so as I don't turn out to be like my mother. They did not tell me what wrong she had done. I was not a bad child. I was a very shy and quiet girl. I have lived all my life, asking myself. WHY? How could they do this to me. If the only wrong that my mother did, was to give birth to me. Then I must have been the worse person to have ever being born. Jesus said. "Let any man who is without sin, cast the first stone." The nuns told me that we are all born with sin, until we are Baptized. So therefore no one has the right to cast that first stone. Ann